I have been terribly moody and impatient lately. I don’t know why. Working out doesn’t help. All I want to do is sit in my pjs all day and watch tv. This is really bad because I have a little one and a house to care for. I hate the way my house looks right now but I just can’t bring myself to clean it. I am definitely battling some depression like feelings and symptoms but going to a doctor about it all will just add to my financial stress. Worst part is, I feel like I have no one to talk to about it. When I told my husband how I was feeling he kind of brushed it off. He helped clean the house for a couple days and that was it. It doesn’t help that we rarely see each other, so he doesn’t understand how I feel. I hate how I look, I hate how I feel.
I need to make some serious changes in my life, I just don’t know where to start.